Mods ,pls don’t take this down

I need to get this off my chest before I lose what’s left of my sanity. I have actual sxual desires for LeBron James. Like, not just a normal crush — I’m talking full-on, fantasies where I’m literally msturbating while watching his highlights. And I’m not even ashamed anymore.

I remember whispering, “King James, king james”while fingering my self .i have so much I mean SO MUCH POSTER OF HIM IN MY ROOM , Friends tell me to get help, but honestly, who do you call when your biggest sexual frustration is a six-foot-nine basketball god you’ll never meet?

At this point, I think my brain’s just using LeBron as a coping mechanism for everything wrong in my life. Like, maybe if I imagine him helping me out my emotional pain as hard as he blocks shots, I’ll feel less pathetic. Or maybe I’m just one move away from losing my damn mind. I hope I meet him in real life.

I don't even know what to do anymore,I tried going to therapy but it never helped.