(tw: parental abuse) NSFW: I’ve had the absolute WORST FUCKING DAY OF MY WHOLE GODDAMN LIFE!!!

So first of all, forewarning, this post contains NSFW topics related to masterbaition and other things.

Anyway, bloody hell my day has been horrible. I was at my grandparents house since my mom spent the night at a casino. I woke up to my grandparents yelling at me to get up. I had some morning wood (as usual) so I asked them to leave my room so I could get ready, which they both said no to. I then demanded they leave my room since I needed to do "something" and they threatened to tell my mom I've been misbehaving (and she will literally deprive me of food if she gets one bad report about me from anybody, no joke, she has done it quite a few times) so I said fine and then I got up, absolutely embarrassed. They definitely noticed. Fast forward to the evening, we had to go pick up my mom from the casino. We did just that, and she instantly started yelling at me and stuff like she always does.

Eventually she brought me back home and instantly stormed off into my room carrying a hammer and she smashed my phone! She had absolutely no reason to do that. She is just a fucking psychopath. Luckily I have quire a few other phones so now I'm using one to write this message. Anyways, Fast forward to a few hours ago from when I was again being yelled at by my mom. She was yelling about how I was constantly keeping my PC plugged in for whatever reason, and eventually she got so pissed that she ripped out the adapter from the outlet! She then pushed my PC off my desk with a LOT of force. Somehow it still worked but it could've easily broken. Anyway, she unplugged the connecter from the PC and THREW it at me!!! I quickly ran but the adapter (probably about 2 to 3 pounds) hit me in the jaw. Since I have braces currently, the impact from the adapter pushed and got my lip stuck on my braces. It HURT!!!!! My jaw is still sore as I'm typing this! And I can't speak too much cuz my brackets will scrape against my gums causing a larger wound.

Anyway, after she finally went to take her (very much needed) nap, I went to my room and decided that I might as well jack off cuz there was nothing good going on in my life. So that caused another disaster later cuz I (released the stuff) quicker than usual and I didn't expect it so It went all over my bedsheets and clothes!!!!!!!! I honestly wish that was it but nope! It gets worse. I'm extremely embarrassed to say this, but, my first thought was to quickly get it off before it stains. And my decision, well, I decided to quickly ingest it (cleanest way of saying that)

Afterwards, I got a water bottle and a container to wash myself off with (my hands and arms) and I successfully got most of it off. Now I'm gonna be smelling like seven tomorrow. Fucking great. Not to mention my breath probably smells like it since the part before this one happened. I eventually decided to get some damn sleep since it's 1 am. Next up I hear my cat moving something. I instantly jolted awake and I saw my cat RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE WATER I USED TO GET MY SEMEN OFF MY HANDS!!!!!! I instantly SPRANG FROM MY BED AND THREW THE WATER AWAY FROM MY CAT! If she were to have gotten into any contact with that water, I don't care how much, I would literally light myself on fire. I would never be able to live with the guilt if that happened. I'd either burn myself to death or stab myself till I bleed o ut. Anyway, the water splattered all over the wall (nowhere near my cat, thank every god in existance) But now I have Wet, decomposing, smelly semen deep in my fucking carpet, probably the smell of semen on my breath, and my body smells like fucking semen!!!@@ My mom would probably think I was giving some random dude head or something overnight if she got one whiff of my room and me. I'm extremely fucking embarrassed right now. I have no idea what the hell to do..