I’m an ugly fuck

Hey guys! I’m an ugly fuck!

So I’m a full time quality control and export specialist for a multi billion dollar company (doordash) and when I’m going house to house people seem to give me looks like I’m a creep. I give a big smile as I hand them their food and I say slowly “hope you enjoy” while my grin widens.

What they don’t know is that I spit on their food, slowly and methodically, to add to the taste as well as get back at them for being more successful than me.

Anyway, I used to be more attractive, I’d get tips from people just for being cute then I put on about 50 pounds and now all I get is distain, someone gave me a 1 star yesterday and left the note “you’re ugly as fuck.” I called doordash sup and they refused to remove the review. So now my profile permanently says “you’re ugly as fuck” with a 1 star review beside it now.

I carried someone’s order up three flights of stairs, it was like 50 pounds worth of stuff, then all I get was a “ew” as she takes it then looks at her friend and closes the door. Also left a 1 star review.

But yeah so I’m just starting to come to terms with the fact I’m ugly as shit, so I don’t even bother looking at anyone anymore, I figure smiling at people isn’t worth it, and trying to seem happy or involved in a conversation isn’t either.

Guess I’m ugly now, so fuck me and fuck my life. I have this thing for cleft chins and this girl who was so attractive looked at me the other day who had one, I wanted to compliment her and say she was attractive or something but just figured it would result in embarrassment or literally nothing, because why would she want to receive a compliment from someone who looks like me.

I’m pretty much checked out at this point, no matter how much money I make in a day I’m still in the negative draining my savings account, my rent alone is too expensive. I want to be isolated and alone. I don’t want to bother with friends or a career anymore. I’m just ready for it all to be over. Being ugly isn’t fun. I’m an aging ugly doordash driver and I pray that death finds me soon.