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As the title says, I fell down a rabbit hole. It started in 2019 when an ex was trying to hurt my feelings and told me she faked every orgasm she ever had when having sex with me. It lingered in my mind and eventually I shamefully became turned on by it. Pretty soon it was all I could get off to.

I wouldn't necessarily say it's damaging my life, because I still work and act normal and have a normal partnership with someone who won't do it, (which is fine cause I value consent and I won't pressure them), but every time I cum when we have sex im secretly fantasizing ab...Devamını Oku