Lucky star turned me into a super depressed evil 15 year old

As a child I saw Lucky star and started dressing in skirts and wore hello kitty t-shirts and was bullied by this bitch-ass kid named "Eric" and then he proceeded to punch me I cried on my face with tears all over my skirts and pink clothes and then in middle school I had alot of girls as friends and thought of transitioning to be my trueself but my parents who are super devout Christians said no and threatened to kick me out if I kept being a "weirdo femimine man" and so I had to stop for A while and also I suffured SEVERE DEPRESSION and I had thoughts of well just not pleasant thoughts Anyway I sit alot watching Lucky star wishing to one day be a girl like them but that will never happen thanks to my BITCH ASS PARENTS Speaking of which I just got into firearms and tried to be more masculine at least for parents to be "proud of me" I like doom and old retro shit and I still like Lucky star but I love other anime too anyway I also like doom but anyway does that mean I have a better life? FUCK NO
I AM MY VERY LOWEST POINT I. LIFE AND ALLL I SEE IS NOTHING BUT UNPLEASANT THOUGHT AFTER UNPLEASANT THOUGHT I FUCKING HATE IT THIS MANKIND THIS THE WORLD LIKE FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE
(Copypasta this to some place Idk)
(I am not the person in this copypasta I just fucked around thought it would be funny)