I took 2 adderal and I might have discovered how the universe works.

I took 2 adderal to make a long car ride and I think I might have discovered how the universe works. I know this sounds bizarre but hear me out and read for an amazing philosophy. I want to start off by saying I am not trying to refute anybody’s religion, as this is just a theory/thought that I do not truly believe, as I am a Christian myself. What if every single organism to ever exist on earth had the information they gathered from experiencing life stored away until end times where then, the knowledge and experience of every single organism to live on earth was conjoined into one consciousness, sequentially creating a new God. Let me explain further. The whole point of living life (other than enjoying the pure bliss and beauty of life) is for species to evolve and gain knowledge, since in the end, we all become one resulting in a god. This would explain why there is such terrible things in the world, such as babies getting cancer. What that is not evil could possibly come from babies getting cancer? An incentive for us as human to work together and evolve as a species to prevent terrible things like this happening. The end result of this is humans evolving and gaining as much knowledge and experience as possible. Why? Because god I’d preparing us to become a god ourselves. What do you think? if the knowledge and life experience of every living organism to ever exist until end times was conjoined into one conscious entity, would that create a god? I hope you enjoyed reading. If you’re wondering how I was able to write this while driving, It’s because I took 2 adderal. Please let me hear your thoughts. Did I possibly discover how the universe works?