Åžubat 3, 2026
40 yaşında, şimdiye kadarki en işe yaramaz kariyer (sanat/grafik tasarım)
Artık serbest çalışıp konserden konsere yaşamak istemiyorum. Bu nedenle grafik tasarım/fotoğrafçılık bir hataydı.
Güvenilir bir maaÅŸ istiyorum. Zaten bildiÄŸim ÅŸeyi yapmam gerektiÄŸini biliyorum… Ancak ciddi beklentileri olan büyük bir ÅŸirket olmadığı sürece maaÅŸlı tasarım iÅŸi bulmak zordur. Tasarımcıların bir düzine kuruÅŸluk iÅŸler yaptığını ve diÄŸerlerinden daha iyisini yapmanın zor olduÄŸunu düşünüyorum.
40 yaşındayım ve bekar bir ebeveynim, yani temelde maaştan maaşa borç içinde yaşıyorum.
Bir süre daha okula dönmeyi düşündüm "cidden" derece, ama binlerce dolar ve yıllar alır. O kadar param/zamanım yok.
Bildiğim/tecrübe ettiğim şeylerin değerinin düşük ve elde edilmesi kolay olduğunu hissediyorum.
Dönmem gerektiÄŸini biliyorum ama nasıl/neye? Diplomamın/tecrübemin faydasız olduÄŸunu hissediyorum. Bekar bir ebeveyn olmayı hiç beklemiyordum. Boomers’ın bana yapmamı söylediÄŸi her ÅŸeyi yaptım (üniversiteye gitmek / evlenmek / tutkularının peÅŸinden gitmek) ve sonunda Struggle(tm) ömür boyu aboneliÄŸim oldu.
İnsanların şunu söyleyeceğini biliyorum "kendi işini kur / serbest çalış / her neyse," ama tam olarak istemediğim şey bu. Gelecek hafta yeterince para kazanacağımı umarak, projeden projeye yaşamaktan, yeterince saat kazanmaya çalışmaktan yoruldum. Kariyerli bir MAAŞA ihtiyacım var (ve tanrı korusun, faydalar).
Toplanıp ilerlemem gerektiğini biliyorum ama net bir yol bile yok gibi görünüyor. Hiçbir şey "Sağ."
İşlere başvuruyordum ve bunun boşluğa bağırmak gibi bir şey olduğunu artık hepimiz biliyoruz. Düşük maaşlı işlerde çalışıyorum, daha fazla borç topluyorum ve hayatımın daha iyi olmasını diliyorum.
Ne yapabilirim, yani:
- Konser işi veya serbest çalışma değil
- Önden binlerce dolar gerektirmez (dersler vb.)
- Yıllar sürmez
- ‘Kendi iÅŸini kurmak’ deÄŸil (geçimini saÄŸlamak benim için ÅŸu an bir hobi / yan arayış olamaz)
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Your degree isn’t useless. Your skills aren’t low value. But I understand why it feels that way when you’ve been grinding gig-to-gig for years.
A few things worth considering from my perspective:
You have 15+ years of visual communication, client management, and creative problem-solving experience. That’s not “just design”—that’s a skill set that translates into multiple salaried roles. The issue isn’t that your experience is worthless. It’s that you’re positioning it as “graphic designer” when the market for that title is oversaturated. Consider searching for other titles or avenues, as you likely have the skills, but need to reframe your experience.
Paths that might fit:
In-house design for mid-level companies: You mentioned major companies with serious expectations. What about mid-size companies in industries that aren’t sexy—manufacturing, logistics, healthcare, insurance, B2B services? They need design work, they pay salaries with benefits, and they’re not getting 500 applications from eager 24-year-olds. The work isn’t glamorous, but it’s stable.
Marketing coordinator roles: Many of these value design skills but aren’t titled as “designer.” You’d be the person who can actually make the email campaign look good, build the presentation deck, and create social assets—without them needing a separate designer. That versatility is valuable. You can also translate design jargon for product managers, business development, etc.
On the UX/UI design idea: There’s a learning curve, but it’s adjacent to what you already know. Free and low-cost resources exist (Google UX certificate is ~$200 total, self-paced). It’s not a magic ticket, but it repositions you toward higher-paying, more in-demand work.
Production coordinator at agencies or in-house team: Again, you understand the creative process from the inside. These roles manage workflow, timelines, and assets—salaried, benefits, and your design background makes you more effective than someone without it.
The harder question: do you know what kind of work environment you actually want, beyond “salaried with benefits”? What would make a job sustainable for you long-term? That clarity helps you target roles strategically rather than applying to everything and hoping. Clarity will help guide you to zero in on your goals.
You’re not starting from zero, you’re repositioning from a place of experience. That’s different and of great use to companies these days.
I hope you find this helpful. Happy to chat more if useful – best of luck.
You probably have client relationships that you can leverage to turn yourself into an actual business. It’s not so much “starting your own business” as solidifying the current relationships.
Have longterm clients? Get them on yearly contracts + a retainer (vs hourly) if it makes more sense and would provide stability. Then once you have that situated, you could start trying to go for more business in a similar fashion, or even hire people if you do well.
Graphic design is a decent industry, it just requires a lot of legwork and research to differentiate yourself from the crowd. The good news is, you already know branding by trade. So start shifting your mindset that way instead of restarting.
The real question is, are you truly better than what’s out there? Because I have definitely seen a lot of mediocre designs, but those people are still making money. So if you’re a fair bit better than the pack, that’s your selling point.
Your path of least resistance is probably learning the business end of acquiring and keeping clients. Once your income stabilizes, you can probably think about if you truly want to stay in graphic design. But you do have a child to take care of.
The great news is all that stuff I outlined can be learned and implemented for free.
I’d start at the local library and ask them what business books are good. Focus on learning to attract clients, negotiate and how to convince them to put you on a retainer.
I have a graphic design degree and I instantly went into marketing. Learn easy video editing and social media, learn analytics, learn ux/ui and web design. You’re wanting a change but not wanting to take classes or do things that take time. Unfortunately, that’s what you have to do. Or just mad apply to marketing positions but you’ll be starting pretty low on the totem pole
How about UXUI? Had a friend transition into that after a bootcamp. If you’re already a graphic designer I feel that could be a really useful pivot since you already have the visual design on your side and there’s staff positions. I heard its a bit oversaturated but if you work hard and separate yourself you might be able to make a career of it.
Edit: Also, I realized I skipped the serious expectation part. Well perhaps that might be worth examining… Would the effort of getting yourself to the level where you can perform to higher expectations be less effort or higher ROI than pivoting entirely? Food for though. Goodluck fellow artist
well design doesnt really require any schooling, so everything is up to you literally. You can do it!