That’s all I want right now, I don’t care about my age, I don’t care about waiting, I just need a girlfriend. I’m the only 16 year old I know that hasn’t had one, and I deserve one, I’m better than all those other guys out there, they’re nothing at all. My issue is my emotions I think, I feel things very intensely, so my emotions are very extreme and unstable, which is why I practice detachment. So yeah, I want a girlfriend, I need one, and I deserve one, in fact, if I’m still single by the time I’m 21 I’ll just end my life. Every other guy has someone, but not me, it’s not fair! The other guys are all worthless jerks, they don’t deserve what they get, they always treated me like crap, them and their stupid girlfriends, I hate them! Now I need a girlfriend to prove that I’m better than them. I’m just so angry, none of you understand the position I’m in, it won’t ever get better! The only real option is to just abandon reality, the real world is just cruel and harsh and I no longer want to exist in it anymore. People are nothing more than cruel selfish animals, I hate them. I finally realized that there’s just nothing left, nothing to fight for, I may as well just die now, everything is just empty and worthless, I hate it all, and I hate myself. I’m supposed to be special and unique, but everyone treated me like dirt. Well, my former inferiority complex has evolved to show how above all the filth I am. Please, please tell me how to get a girlfriend, I just need to experience that, to be as good as everyone else, to show all the other males that I’m above them, and to prove to females that I’m deserving of them. I just want to die, I really do, I fantasize about death on a daily basis.
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