# I just shit myself for the first time as an adult.
31 years old, and whenever I’ve had the shits, I’ve been sensible and gone to the toilet if I feel a fart brewing. Today, I don’t know what came over me but I risked it and immediately knew I’d fucked up. Only a little but soiled the sofa as I was just In boxers. I feel different now. I’ve changed. Will I always feel like this?